Yearning: a persistent, often wistful or melancholy desire; a longing

And when it all gets tough I just remind myself that I am fortunate to have people in my life that I care about to the extent that I miss them deeply, dearly and daily.

Favourite English Words

Ambiance: the mood, character, quality, tone, atmosphere, etc., particularly of an environment or milieu
Bliss: supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment
Cyan: a type of greenish-blue
Divine: heavenly; celestial
Elsewhere: somewhere else; in or to some other place
Ephemeral: lasting a very short time; short-lived
Epitome: a perfect example of a particular quality or type
Epiphany: revelation of thought, typically conceived after an eventful experience
Frost: a degree or state of coldness sufficient to cause the freezing of water
Glimpse: brief, incomplete view or look; to glance at
Incoherent: without logical or meaningful connection; disjointed; rambling
Kaleidoscope: optical item that utilizes mirrors to create interior symmetrical visions
Luscious: richly satisfying to the senses or the mind
Melancholia: a mental condition characterized by great depression of spirits and gloomy forebrings
Nemesis: something or someone whom a person cannot best, conquer or overcome
Oblivion: the state of being completely forgotten or unknown
Pristine: having its original purity; untouched; belonging to the earliest period or state
Quiver: to shake with a slight but rapid motion; tremble
Revelation: the act of revealing or disclosing
Serendipity: an aptitude for making desirable discoveries by accident or chance
Solace: comfort or consolation in a time of sadness or distress
Tranquility: quality or state of being tranquil; calmness; peacefulness; quiet; serenity
Tremendous: dreadful or awful; extraordinary in excellence; extraordinarily great in size, amount or intensity
Utopia: an ideal place or state
Vow: a solemn promise, pledge or personal commitment to an act, service or condition
Whilom: former; erstwhile
Xanthophyll: substance causing yellow colour of autumn leaves
Zen: a total state of focus that incorporates a total togetherness of body and mind

Postulation of needs

The way I find several ounces of solace in a little cup of paper,
filled with luscious intertwined black aromas.
While eyes are burning, head turning and every inch of flesh and bit of bone,
pulsating with aching discomfort.
Warming hands almost to the point of burning.
And that I keep finding myself clutching my teeth on things,
because I like the fact that it gives me something to hold on to.
A feeling of belonging.
A grip.